The Start of an Infatuation : Part 1.

As I look at you and your ever so shy smile,

The softness of your voice as you speak to me,

As the stolen gazes were thrown at my side,

The hidden but ever so peculiar repartee.

My mind can be very quaint and whimsical,

The desires of my heart at times overwhelming,

My beating heart though crushed starts to twinkle,

The rationale of my mind then forces itself as affirming.

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If you see me walking the road with someone else
It is not because I like his company
It is because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
It is not because he pleases me
It is because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
It is not because I love him
It is because you were not there to catch me as i fall.
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we gonna cross each other's path.
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with..

*not mine, found it on the internet. heartbreaking. I really wish it was all a big misunderstanding.. but I dunno.. one can only hope...